My life has been such an adventure as of yet.God has let me experience birth, death,
joy and sorrow.
I had such a great opportunity to work in the field I love
for almost 6 years.Everyday at
camp was amazing because I got to see the lives of youth transformed and not
only did I get to see it, I was able to take a big part in their
transformation.
After nearly 6 years, God called me to something bigger,
something that would transform MY life.God was calling me to The World Race.The World Race was much more than a year of doing ministry
and loving others, it was a year of God loving me and showing me who He sees me
as.
After the race, I had the privilege to attend Project
SearchLight (a program set up by AIM for post-racers to figure out their
Kingdom Dream and chase it… now they have an apprenticeship to help all AIM
participants do the same).At PSL,
I learned what God was calling me to and got pumped about taking the steps to
reach my dream.I soon applied for
college and financial aid and was in search of a job to help pay for tuition,
transportation and books.
After nearly four months of looking, I found a job at the
local movie theater.Earlier in
the week, AIM asked me if I would be willing to lead a team on a Real Life trip
this summer.With the new job I
was unsure but I prayed for God to give me clarification about what He wanted
me to do.God posed me with the
question, “Do you trust that I will provide for school?”And after a year of seeing God’s
continual provision in my life (financial support for the race) I knew that I
could trust Him with anything.
God provided the finances and before I knew it, I was on my
way to Bolivia.God gave me the
opportunity to walk in the authority He has given me and on top of that, He
gave me the most amazing group of women to work alongside.The women of my team were strong, godly
women who also walk in authority and it was great for me to witness God work
through these women.
Now that I am home and stepping into the next chapter, I am
asking for your prayers.Classes
start in a little over 2 weeks and I have yet to apply for classes, get a job
or even send in my transcripts.Please pray that God provides (which I know He will because He
promised).Pray that I am able to
find a job ASAP so I can get my transcripts, books, transportation and any
other fees I have.
For those of you who don´t know me well, let me share just a glimpse of my heart and passion. Since I can remember, I have always known that God was calling me to work with children. At what capacitiy, I was unsure, but I knew that one day I would be able to do what I love.
I wanted to do something that would impact children in such a way that they could change tomorrow and make it a better place. For the longest time, I believed that a teacher was the only thing I could ever be if I wanted to impact the life of a child. And for a little over 5 years, I had the opportunity to work with children at an outdoor school and summer camps. It was great!
Recently, I have found that teaching is not the only way and I also found out exactly what God is calling me to; my Kingdom dream! While at AIM in January, I had the opportunity to be part of Project SearchLight; a program put together to help Racer Alumi find their Kingdom dream and then the steps to take to accomplish that dream. I knew God was calling me to mentor the broken children. Children who only have one parent present in their life.
While here in Bolivia, we have had the opportunity to work with many children. One of the places that I have fallen in love with is a place called Casa De La Amistad. Casa De La Amistad is a school for children who´s parents are imprisoned and their (parents) spouse´s and children may be living in the prison with them.
One week, the kids had the opportunity to come to a camp that Palabra De Vida (who we are working with) put together for them. It was at the camp that my eyes were opened to just how much these kids need someone to mentor them too. These kids do not have the greatest examples for parents or anywhere around them (especially if they are living within the prison walls themselves).
One girl that I fell in love with was a girl name Nyreli. Nyreli is 10 years old and every time we see each other, we go running to give each other a hug and we keep close until we have to say our goodbyes. Thursday was our last day at Casa De La Amistad and I had to tell Nyreli that I would be leaving for the US soon. She didn´t want me to go and held onto me as long as she could. She asked me why I had to leave and when would I be coming back. It hurt to not have an answer for her. I was left broken leaving that place.
I am still a bit broken. I don´t know if I will ever see her or the other children who stole my heart here in Cochabamba but I know that they are in the hands of the Loving Father.
Since being here in Cochabamba, we have had the opportunity to help Palabra De Vida (the ministry we are partnering with) make necklaces with maching earrings. The process starts with us cutting pieces of paper into long triangles, rolling the triangle into a bead, varnishing the beads then creating a necklace.
These necklaces help pay for Palabra De Vida to build new buildings for the students / missionaries. They sell these neclaces in the states for around $15 but they sell them much cheaper here in Bolivia.
These necklaces are actually quite beautiful (I would post photos if I could) and I am willing to bring them home for anyone who would like to purchase them (that I know). So, I am adding a paypal option for anyone interested in buying a necklace. They sell them to us for $5, but because PayPal takes out a portion of any money added to my account, I have added a $10 buy button. If you have any specifications you would like (like color or type) let me know.
On one of our first days in Cochabamba, we were told that an American team from a church in Georgia would join us.We were filled with excitement and questions.Would we get along with this team?How old is this group?What will we be doing for the week?Who is this infamous Richard that people keep on talking about?
The day of their arrival seemed to go on forever.They were supposed to arrive around lunchtime on Monday.We were then told that because of circumstances, they would not arrive until about 9 pm.9pm came and passed as we paced back and forth and kept on hearing the sound of what we thought was a car pulling up in our driveway.At about 10pm, the team had showed up.
The next morning, I met Richard.The first words out of his mouth was that my team would have to have breakfast ready each morning by 6:30 am.Not being a morning person, I was not excited about this.Getting to know the team from Georgia was fun, as well as meeting the children from an orphanage in the mountains.But because of my first impression of Richard, the day was a bit difficult to face, especially knowing that we would be under his leadership for another 5 days.That night, our team cried then prayed that God would soften Richard’s heart and for God to clear our perception of him.
The next morning, Richard had changed.It was an answer to prayer and it was a blessing.Hearing his passion for the nations and his constant checking in to see how my team was doing mentally and physically.
The week was full of many blessings for me personally because we had the opportunity to work with children a lot!We did everything, from baby washing to going to orphanages to doing a fun VBS type program for neighborhood kids.God expanded my heart for children this week by 200%.I fell in love with Christina from Casa De Amnistad (a school for children who’s parents are in prison and they sadly are living in the prison with them), Jessica, Anna (both from the all girls orphanage) and many other children.But there were two girls that just broke my heart (I am crying now as I reflect).These girls from the all girl orphanage had attached themselves to Bill and his wife Diane.When I came to take a photo of Bill, Diane and these two angels, I heard them call Bill and Diane their mom and dad.It hit me then that these girls didn’t have parents and just wanted someone to love them, hold them and make them feel worthy enough.
I asked these girls their names.These beautiful angels were named Luz Maria and Delia.This made me break down because my Mom’s name was Maria De La Luz but her family called her Luz Maria.I also want to name one of my daughters after my Mom but with a bit of a twist.The name I plan to one-day use is Delia Luz.
I also want to tell you about how the team from Georgia was a blessing to our team.There was Bill and Diane who were like parents.Diane had that gentle and quiet spirit about her and was nurturing.Bill and I shared some deep spiritual conversations.God has birthed a heart in Joe that he showered on our team.Ted and Christina were that couple that stands strong even through difficulties because their marriage is founded on God,Ken’s heart is visible; he loved all those who surrounded him and his humor (along with Bill’s) reminded me of my dad.Wendy embodied a woman of great strength; being separated from her husband and children for a week showed her commitment to her Father.Emily, Sam and Shane are the people of 1 Timothy 4:12.Seeing their passion for Christ was a blessing to me.
I know Memorial Day Weekend has passed and a lot has happened between then and now but this blog serves a purpose. I arrived in Gainesville, GA on Memorial Day Weekend and got to see the faces of some of the people from my squad. The next day they were headed to the river to go kayaking and though I didn’t want to go, I chose to because I wanted to spend time with those people before they headed back home. The night before I told them I was not going and then I was, the next morning I told them I was then wasn’t then finally decided to go. It started out pretty fun but I was pretty far behind as I paddled along. I then had moments where I got stuck on rocks and flipped my kayak. After flipping my kayak the first time, I wanted the trip just to be over and by the second time I was done and willing to trail blaze back to the vehicle and wait for the group. But the group kept on encouraging me and pushing me along and I finally made it to the end. (I plan on telling this story more in depth once I have the time.) Why am I telling you this story? I think this applies spiritually to what is going on within me here. When AIM first asked me to lead a team this summer I hesitated. But after much prayer, I could feel God calling me here. I have already had days where I am scared, miss my family and just wish I were home, wondering why I came in the first place. But through the encouragement of my team, I am standing strong and I know that I will make it to the end. Be praying for me, that God continues to remind me why He sent me here. I also still need support to pay for some finances at home. Would you prayerfully consider supporting me? If you would like to support me, click on the link “Support Me Please!” to the left of the page. Thanks and God Bless!
What was supposed to be just a team meeting with some prayer turned into a night of the Holy Spirit moving radically!!! We started with the talk of spiritual warfare then began to pray for our home to be protected from any spiritual attack. The Holy Spirit came in and took over from there. We prayed for about an hour but were interupted by having to go to dinner.
After dinner Calie shared her testimony, which was quite powerful. We then prayed for her. I then asked for prayer for my back which was in a lot of pain from an uncomfortable drive earlier that day. As the girls prayed for me, my spine began to feel like it was burning then slowly but surely my back began to heal. We then prayed for healing of Emily´s headache. Calie and I were then baptised in the Spirit!!! We were up for another 4 hours praying, breaking bondage, declaring truths and prophesying over eachother.
This is just the beginning!!! God will continue to do GREAT things in and through us!
Side note... I still need support to pay for my bills back home. Would you prayerfully consider supporting me? If you would like to support me, click on the link ¨Support Me Please!¨ to the left of this page.
We have arrived in Cochababmba! There were moments that seemed like we may not have it easy to get to the next point. Like one of the girls not having her yellow fever card but thankfully no one asked us for one to having a plane arrive late and having less than 30 minutes to go through customs, check in and jump on the next plane but we did it!
When we arrived to the camp at whcih we will be staying for the next two months, we were all shocked. This camp is gorgeous and our dorm rooms are amazing. God has definetely blessed us.
There will be another American mission group coming out in a couple weeks that we will get the privelage to work alongside.
Thank you for all your prayers! Keep praying that God will do AMAZING things through and in my team.
Leaving home was quite hard to do. I had to leave my family yet again for another two months, which is much harder when there are children that you hate having to miss their growth. I REALLY had to pray hard about going back out onto the field. I didn't want to miss out on any other exciting things that will happen in my nephew and nieces' lives. But I have to trust that God is with my family while I am away.
Another thing I have to trust is that God will provide for my financial needs back home. I have to say, "God, I don't know how You will do it but I am trusting that You will provide."
I am able, through AIM, to get a stipend to help pay for those needs back home. I ask that you prayerfully consider helping me take care of my financial needs back home. You are able to add your support to my AIM account for that purpose.